I’ve been realizing lately how little faith I have.  I’m not actively trusting God to take care of things around me.

It’s all the things I want to control.  My job, my music, my finances; I want all of these to be under my complete control.  And I fool myself into thinking that if I could only work harder, try harder, know more, that I could do that.

The fact of the matter is that I never really have control to begin with.  With anything, other than my own person.  Sometimes, not much of that either!

God knows and controls all of these things.  And if I am doing what He has asked me to do, then I will be ok.  Might not be easy or fun, but it will be ok.  Check Romans 8.  Or Matthew 6.

I wish this was easier; but then it wouldn’t be as valuable.